Tuesday, November 28, 2006




I'm in shumaiya's house right now...Yesterday toked to stupid...the day before that talked to him for about almost ONe AND HALF hours!!!Bechari oishe could'nt tok becoz of...damn...i'm having a great sleep over...great?!we don't sleep at nite but u can say we do at dawn break...hahaha..


she told the story ... 11:42 AM


Thursday, November 23, 2006


Today my mum and bro went to Bangladesh.Damn!!!They left me alone!!!Can't take it anymore...Today had NPCC...hopefully is da last training of this year!


she told the story ... 11:44 PM


Wednesday, November 22, 2006




Today had NPCC training...wore my full uniform...very hot man...I really wanna know what did stupid say...Damn!miss him soooooooooo MUCH...BLOODY FOOL...BLOODY LIFE...what more...BLOODY ME!!!


she told the story ... 5:50 AM


Monday, November 20, 2006


Happy Birthday to one of my most special friendzzz...(named not mentioned becoz of some reasons..)

Well..loved da marching todae during NPCC...Lazy to go to prefect camp...now going for afternoon nap...sleepy and tired siah...!!!My friends from New Zealand has gone to Bangladesh...they will come again most probably next year...January... GTG now...have a lovely holiday to u guyz out there even though i can't deny that is damn so boring...

PEACE OUT!!!




she told the story ... 12:43 AM


Sunday, November 19, 2006



TOO MUCH TIME
:(
At the root of insanityIs having too much time on your hands--Too much time to think--Too much time to remember past hurtsAnd to wish things could be different.
Too much time spent alone,Staring at these four wallsWith too much time to think,To remember past hurtsAnd to wish things were different.
Got to rid myself of this insanity.I'll busy myself with a flurry of activitiesAnd seek the companionship of others.They´ll tell me time heals all wounds,
But for now I'll still cry--When I have too much time to thinkAnd remember past hurts,Wishing things are different.


she told the story ... 8:34 AM


Thursday, November 16, 2006



SOOOO CUTE!!!
MUHAHAHA..MONKEY..BANANA..CHIMPANZEE!!!

This is such a gruesome sight!!!!


Regarding my friends...Xue Er...Mariyya...Amy...Shumaiya...and everyone who cares for me...:)


Well...tomorrow some friends of my dad are coming from newzealand...hahaha...quite excited...but da problem is that tomorrow they r coming during da evening and at night we have a party!So I don't think we should let da guest be alone at home and da rest of us out for a party leaving them...that would be rude!!!Never mind..lets see wad happens!!!Muhahaha!
peace out!



she told the story ... 11:57 PM


Wednesday, November 15, 2006











Well... Mariyya is coming to my house today:)Nowadays is so boring at home man!!! : (Wonder when gonna go to da movie theaters...My family decided we will go and watch Happy Feet...they r soooooooooo CUTE!!!


she told the story ... 9:28 PM


Monday, November 13, 2006


Oh my god...my legs was aching like hell when I woke up this morning.The NPCC training is real pain...hahaha : ) no choice...JUst gotta endure!!!Well I purchased da new school books already...except for da history & CME. The aunty said it did'nt came out yet or something. Gtg now...



PEACE OUT!!!


she told the story ... 10:37 PM


Sunday, November 12, 2006


Today...I woke up at 7:15am.Well,it was kind of cold in the morning...ate breakfast,sms ed shumaiya...then got out of da house.Reached school at about 8:40am.Did training and so on...Mr Tan said i can dance quite good...hahaha : ) Well...todae was infact another tiring day but was Typically fun!!!Can't have sleep over this week as well!!! GOT NPCC TRAINING NEXT WELL AS WELL!!!BLOODY HELL!!!



BOOooYeah!!!!!


she told the story ... 10:24 PM



THAT's DA BEEN I'M TALKING ABOUT!!!MUHAhaha...



I'VE NEVER SAW SUCH A PERSON WHO IS MADLY I N LOVE WITH BLACK!!!


Today I was suppose to go to ShUmaiya's house but did'nt go cos my dad did'nt allow...URGGhh!!!SOOOOOOOO irritating...tomorrow got NPCC traing from 8:40 to 2:00 pm...god...I'm sooo damn lazy to go!Why must they have training even in the holidays?!Can't they give a break or something?LAmersss...anyway, my sir gave me a new name to me... "C H O C O L A T E" ... fIrst he asked me wad's my name..i said MUSARRAT,then he "huh?!" as per normal(nobody gets my name...BLOODY hell!!!I agree that is kind of unique name to have and one name that is hard to get!Then I suggested to him that he could call me MUS...then he said"no lah, mus sounds like a guys name..."then he was murmuring to himself, "M...M...YEAH...got it!!! M & N! YOU'RE CHOCOLATE ALRITE?!" I nodded my head and he announced to everyone that my NEW name...then he looked at me again and said..."NO OFFENCE..OK?!"I was like...duh?!Obviously it's gotta be no offence kinda thingy...aniwae at least someone found a easier way to call me...phew...BET tomorrow is gonna be another one tiring day...really my muscles aches after doing da whole loads of stuff over there!!!WELL... GTG NOW : ) !



P E A C E O U T!


she told the story ... 2:17 AM


Thursday, November 09, 2006


Yesterday, my friend Amy came to my house.We ate our lunch together and then search the net...after that we tried to call budhu who did not response to his first two calls i guesss.Aniway the good thing is that eventually I talked to him as a wrong number caller...well at least Amy heard his voice even though it was for a few seconds...hahaha!After that we went to Mc Donald and ate our...umm...supper i think...I bet Amy was full and so was I,but we still manage to fill our greedy stomach even more,MUHAhaha...Well, after that went to the park and took some photos and then she had to leave because it was late and we did not even realised it was 6:24pm...Well,time really pass by very fast and by the time you get to realise it...IS TOO LATE!!!


Today is another day...and I did not sleep the whole night...Could'nt sleep!!!My sleepless nights consists of loads of deep thinkings about my past,present and my future.I am seriously missing stupid very much and my other cousins and it seems like I'm not gonna see them this year : ( How worst can it be...How much confusion must I face...This is a great big damn problem for me!!! I think I won't be able to go to Shumaiya's house for sleep over : ( First of all, I don't think I can finish Al kuran by this coming Sunday... and last of all, I don't feel like going...I have lost a part of me some where and I'm trying to find it...Is a part in me that was once a very happy person...I've gotta find it coz I'm sick being a human who can't think anything else than one stupid problem which includes *S T U P I D ! ! !*I've no mood to do anyhting right now and perhaps in the next couple of days which awaits for me... I gotta solve a problem,or should I say a challenge...I need to face a challenge and I'm not talking to Stupid for this few 1 and a 1/2 months... : )OH god... you really test my broken and confused heart carefully!


LOVE AND CONFUSION


The new day breaks, love sparkles like diamonds in the air,The gentle breezes shift the geometric perfection of my thinning hair,My mind is pondering our complex relationship,My feet are rhythmically placed one before the other,As I look at the tangerine glow, honeysuckle's perfumed glory,I think about how we met, the dawning of our love's story.(stupid and i)



Each day was burgeoning with wonder, overflowing the bounds of our cup,Could not gaze nor touch enough, seldom bothering to look up. Then we had our first unsettling tiff,Wounded spirits, and bruised hearts, our memories from that day,We molded closer after that, our bodies did they blend,To form a single entity, our love we did mend.


From that day, we moved afresh, growing and becoming more,Sure, we were, that dark times were past, our hearts could only soar,But once again, the rift appeared, and discord took its toll,This time we did not quickly mend and lingering hurt remained,Now we each, our sensitive steps, were careful to be placed,Then we found that all our fears remained, yet to be faced.




To our wounded souls, appeared that love had fled our lives,We walked down separate paths it seemed, cold, hard, surprise,Once more we met and found that darkness overshadowed the former glow,Laughter stilled, tear drops formed, heads drooped in pity,On one Friday, right on the cusp, the early part of May,We met again, and joy, our hearts strings resumed their play.



Then we found, standing arm-in-arm, beside the noisy Inn,That hurt was lurking, and eager to pounce, committed the deadly sin,Voiced those thoughts that crushed our love,That dashed the sparkle from our sapphire orbs,We parted and returned us both, to our silent homes,I thought, that all of this, would spell the death of poems.


Then, not to grant the glimmer, permission to depart,I called to plead my case, I love you so, listen to my heart,In this simple way, I told you my hurt,Astonishment cascaded down the humming line,You understood, and out of the doldrums, burst forth our love,We talked and verbalized our thoughts, fitting like hand in glove.


Now we think that love's first blush,Is by us and might never return, but in our rush,To meet our fate, our destiny to unfold,We will race to each other's arms and hold and love again,To kiss and touch, and trace the path, where salty tears made their course,To whisper in your ear, to mend your heart, to sweep away remorse.


Now forward, to slake our thirst in refreshing crystal springs,Caring not the attendant strife that our growing brings, Sheltered in our romance and in our lover's thoughts,Our timid souls are reborn, moving forward to mysterious places,This is where, from our past, we find that missing piece,Able to weave this love of ours, enfolding us in the Golden Fleece.

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she told the story ... 4:20 PM


Wednesday, November 08, 2006

WE THE PEOPLE...
AN ANGEL'S HEART...


she told the story ... 7:59 PM


Tuesday, November 07, 2006


MY BROTHER'S BITHDAY CAKE...



I ME AND MYSELF...


THE FOOD...


WE THE KIDZZZ...


SOME GALZZ...



she told the story ... 9:38 PM




THE THREE THING I MISS THE MOST...THE PEOPLE , THE LAND AND THE SKY!!!



YEAH!!!I'M with StuPID!!!*****


Regarding my friend Sing Lei!!!




she told the story ... 12:01 AM


Thursday, November 02, 2006

****BANGLAdesh****
History of Bangladesh: - The history of Bangladesh begins with the Hindu epic in 9th century BC of followed by the Alexander the great 325 BC. In 6th century AD Sasanaka founded the Gauda in Bengal. In 8th century AD Hinduism ruled over Buddhism over the next couple of years. The pala dynasty in 9th century was over ruled by Hindu Senas from south India and replace the Palas King as rules as Bengal. In 1199 Bakhtiar capture Bengal and brought the Muslim power that already held sway over most of north India. Then the European period starts from Portuguese in 1536, then the Dutch in 1615 followed by British 1651 and the French 1674. After the independence of India and Pakistan in 1947 the conflict between Hindus and Muslim. The Britishers decide to partition the sub continent, East Pakistan to Muslim League and the State of Bengal (West Bengal), Indian National Congress.



Population of Bangladesh: - Bangladesh considered as one of the most populated countries of the world, comprising the population of around 130 million. Compare to India and China, Bangladesh population is three times more populated than India and seven times more populated than China. The population is increasing rapidly @ 2million people every year.


Climate: - There are three main seasons in Bangladesh, the monsoon season is from May to October, the winters are from October to February and the summers are from March to May. The temperature is low of 21 degree in winters and maximum to 35 degree in summers. Cyclone is for two times in a year - May to June and October to November.


Cities of Bangladesh: - Bangladesh is famous for Tribal Tourism and some of the Travel places in Bangladesh are - Dhaka the Capital of Bangladesh, Khulna, Barisal, Rajshahi, Chittagong, Rangamati, Cox's Bazar and the Sylhet division.




she told the story ... 8:01 PM



I MISS YOU!!!


I love my land,my heart land...i have many reasons to hate it,i have many reasons to protest,i have many reasons to feel ashame of it...but still,despite of everything, i still have a few reasons to smile!These are the feelings which were not borned to be described!:)*I love Bangladesh*I'M Proud to say it loud so better get it clear!!!




she told the story ... 7:18 PM





Regarding to one of my dearest friend...***ShUiMaIyYa***...(MAY GOD BLEESS U foreva and my loving thoughts will be always with u...treasure the times together,remember the memories later and smile when u think of me)
You might not like poems...you may not like literature but these are the words to describe you and that's only the least i can do to return the happiness and support you have given to me...our friendship might not have lasted for a year yet, but I had u always by my side helping in every step of my other part of my special life...Saying thank you might not be enogh but still to come to think about it..."THank You"...saying thank you means loads of stuff...
I thank you...to help me lending a handphone...
I thank you...for giving me support...
I thank you...for sharing ur experience...
I thank you...for giving me happiness...
I thank you... for being my friend...
I thank you...for being a special person in my life...
I thank you...for being a matured person and making me one as well...
I thank you...for making me a friend and a special person in ur life...
I THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME!
When you are sad,
I will dry your tears.
When you are scared,
I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried,
I will give you hope.
When you are confused,
I will help you cope.
And when you are lost,
And can't see the light.
I shall be your beacon
Shining ever so bright
This is my oath.
I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask?
Because your my friend.
I may have made u in a teribble mess at some moments of ur life with the effort to be a perfect friend at all times but I failed...U supposingly know that moments makes a life time, and the moments i gave to u r some which r those sadness,those worriedness, those confusions that u had...i made u almost cry out of tension and panic!
However, i realised that the best of friends who has the power to make ones laugh also were given the power to give birth to sadness which eventually blooms into happiness...so i did not failed...I succeeded!!!
"Where we love is home,home that our feet may leave,but not our hearts."
NEVER EVER FORGET NABILA:)


she told the story ... 1:04 AM


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